Tuesday, August 25, 2009
A 5 hour block of sleep
So last night Tabytha slept for a block of 5 hours. Yeah! Hopefully this will be a new trend that will be repeated nightly. Because the 4 plus hour block of that i slept was great. Tomorrow i will need to set an alarm to make sure a child is off to school on time. I now get to resume driving to Chestertown at least twice a day. So tomorrow my plan is to swim after dropping child off at school. How weird it will be to swim not pregnant. I wonder if I will be comfortable to put my face in the water? Of course the plan to swim on Wednesday has a greater of chance of success then the one on Monday because I will be driving my daughter to school.
But dwelling on my high schooler can wait a minute, or a day. I have plenty of time to go wow what did I do?!! The good lord willing i also have plenty of time to enjoy both of my girls. the driving well that not so much. But this year has taught that everyday is a gift. Even more so when not burdened by the clouds of grief, fear and anxiety. The anxiety i feel trying to creep back, but today i banish it with the knowledge that God is good.