Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Ok so here goes. This idea has floated in the brain for a bit and now it is time to try it. It feels weird now that I started. The ideas floated in my head so much easier when it was just an idea. Another Tuesday with no doctor visits. This was week 5 without them, and i think the day felt empty in part because it still seems weird not to be going to a doc visit on a Tuesday. After 6 months of every month, then every week with a nst from 30 weeks on, it still feels like Tuesday should have some sort of a doctor/hospital visit. That does not even include the visits to Annapolis with the perinatologist.
Next week will have 2, one for Tabytha to get a final look at the hip and an omt for me. I get the 6 week check with the ob on Monday. The Monday appointment seems like a final sign that the pregnancy is indeed done. Looking forward to the next 6 months with baby. I have waited so long to do this, so why do I feel so lost? Is that normal?